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] If one could only learn to appreciate the little things[
] A song that takes you away, [
] for there are those who cannot hear. [
] The beauty of a sunset,[
] for there are those who cannot see[
] The warmth and safety of your home,[
] for there are those who are homeless. [
] Time spent with good friends for there are those who are lonely,[
] A walk along the beach for there are those who cannot walk. [
] The little things are what life is all about.
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"yijun is a type of ger..tt normally show her care and concern though actions( the things she do)not by words(like sweet talk)...soo..as her fren..u onli can realise her warm..if u r sensitive enough..and u hav to noe her well enough to realise her thoughts.. she actually care but she seldom show.. erm..can say..actions speaks louder than words.."

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People are often unreasonable and selfcentered.
Forgive them anyway.


If you are kind people may accuse you of ulterior motives.
Be kind anyway.

If you are honest, people may cheat you.
Be honest anyway.


If you find happiness, people may be jealous.
Be happy anyway.

The good you do today may be forgotten tomorrow.
Do good anyway.


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Give your best anyway.

For you see, in the end it is between you and God.
It was never between you and them anyway.



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Sunday, August 08, 2004
my blogs' dead

Changing my blog soon, so i didn't bother to write much things nowadays..

went tanning with the dancers on Friday. Mi, nat and jeremy pon after the performance to leave early. REached there at 9 plus and tanned till 1 plus before the rest came. Stayed till 4 plus and by then, i was a roasted pig. Sunburnt!! ouch...... My whole back is red hot now and i can feeel the bloodi heat coming up. Damn pain!! took alot of nonsencial pictures which are up on Kelly's blog. they were hilarious..

SAturday-1 month anniversary with my dar. Everything was just so sweet from the starting of the day till the end. He planned loads of surprises. Starting from the one when i reached his house.. had to open the door with his keys myself and from there, there were little notes leading mi first to the kitchen where i saw a heartshape formed from chocolates. and then it lead mi to his room whereby on his bed, there was this sweet poster thingy. sorta like treasure hunt.. hahaha. so kewl. wonder how he tink of such things. Dar cooked fried rice for me too. Yummylicious. After that, we went JP to walk and PLAY ARCADE! its been like ages since i stepped into an arcade la! it was so bloodi fun. reminds mi of the days i was still a kid who couldn't grow up. ate mos burger *chomp chomp* i lvoe teriyaki rice burger! i lvoe the small strawberries. he had actually wanted to go coffeebeans or NYdc but abit too far .. so we ended up eating mos. Lastly, went to MAcritchie and he wanted to surprise mi by forming candles in a heart shape. but wind was too big, so in the end, we both ended up lighting the candles together. hahahahaz. but it was still sweet of him. *mucks* love u dar..

tinking whether i should change to diary-x or blogspot. argh. still in a state of confusion. Diary-x seems so hard to use..

Posted at 03:02 am by StaRfatE
SAy Sumthing.. Please.

Friday, July 23, 2004
soMe picturEs..


==Mi and NAt!==


==Mi and Shihui! my senior!==

== Kelly, Mi, Samanthat and Amanda!==


Posted at 12:49 am by StaRfatE
SAy Sumthing.. Please.

Thursday, July 22, 2004
boobooboo.

Wednesday 21/7/04

 

The new committee for Dance is out! Lets see.. shall put them down here..

 

Kelly – President

YiQing – Vice President

Jackie – Secretary

Amanda – Head of costumes

Samantha – Treasurer

Mi – Discipline

WanTing – Head of Welfare

Natalyn – Assistant for Welfare

 

Congratulations peeps!! I’m sure we will get along well and work towards creating a better dance society! Erm.. wasn’t really sure why I wind up being the discipline anyway.. I hope I can do the job well.. shall get some tips from nat! hahaha..

 

Had tea reception today sponsored by mrs chia and miss sab! I wasn’t expecting anything much since they said it was TEA reception but it turnt out that there was a huge buffet of food and desserts! Meesiam, fried prawns, small pizzas,chicken ,tarts, crossoints ( I don’t know how to spell! ) and a lot a lot of food!! Nat took 2 ( or isit 4 ? ) bowls of meesiam and we helped ourselves to at least three refills! I love the food man! Took loads of pictures.. hee..

 

Weiliang amused us so much with his funny anitcs.

“are u Ready? Lets Go!”

“ give mi a packet of chilli sauce..”

Tiffie is so cute. Eveybody kept pinching her butt today and the sight of her trying to avoid everybody from pinching her was so cute!! I love tiffie!

 

Dance table is out!! I’m so proud of it.. we got those neon orange stickers and pasted them all over the table.. wahahaha. I love it. Its so bright and striking and stands out so much! *oops-kinda attention seeking huh.* but I love it still. I hope it won’t dies off so must drag ppl to the table to sit!!!

 

Most of the dancers went to town together.. three of my darlings went too! – Sheah lin and Linda and Yiqing! Heehee. We went to cocoa tree to buy the chocolates.. oh  I forgot to mention that the board of something gave us all dancers a $10 cocoa tree choc voucher.. so we dancers happily trooped over to Paragon and bought the whole house down with  chocolates.. hahhaa.. chocs aren’t really my thing except for some so I was really lost on what to buy.. Even if I did buy I wouldn’t eat it, prob give most of it to darling since he loves chocs so much…and I did. Can’t understand how ppl can eat so much choc.. .. Anyway, couldn’t took neo prints with my fellow dancers cuz dar came to paragon to pick mi after his training.. Aww.. it was a nice nice day.

 

Thursday 22/7/2004

 

Went to dance table early in the morning.. it looks awesome btw. Hanged out there after school from  1 plus tilll 7 plus! Amazing.. I sat in the café for more than 6 hours..  know why? Cuz we did MAJOR GOSSIPING! I was jumping here and there from one group to another.. first with jieyan and weiliang and linda and sok and bingting.. den after that I talked to my clas guys and den after that, with nic.. then back to weiliang and wanting, sam, kel.. and then with weiliang and jeremy.. loads I can’t keep track!! But I know my mouth was yakking nonstop thruout the whole day. So sore now. Hahaha.. Stayed in school with kel and yiqing to eat cup noodles and we walked round the track having a nice chat while strolling.. stayed to wait for jiaxing cuz she had odac meeting and finally it ended at 7 +.. whee….. so tired..


Posted at 11:27 pm by StaRfatE
SAy Sumthing.. Please.

Rapture!!

+ = = << RapTuRE 2004 >> = = +

 

Its all over.. Finally over.. I don’t know whether to rejoice or to cry. But lately, I think it is the latter. All those practices we had for the past few weeks.. The hard work we put in and the late nights we had in the dance studio.. The times we digged and emptied our pockets to find spare change for the vending machines just to get some cup noodles or biskuits. The times we came so early in the studio and left so late.. When we were all freezing in the studio.. The times where we had to roll under the school gate to get out because the school was closed already. The times where I missed most of my dinner and lunch and ended up eating supper only. The times where I often go to the school canteen with my fellow dance frens (namely Yiqing) to buy lime juice with prune as well as banana orange with nata. The times when we sat around and bithc about some ppl.. I’m actually missing those times now that Rapture is over.. The seniors are all gonna step down and somehow, dance just isn’t the same without them.. Even though we have only bonded for a short while, the bond is really there.. I’m really gonna miss all the seniors. Nicolle for squeezing mi so tightly when she hugs mi.. tiffie for whacking my butt, sheah lin-my darling, linda for being so sweet,etc etc.. However, I have to say that this rapture has made mi closer to some ppl lke kelly, nat and sam and wanting.. I have to thank kelly, yiqing, sam, nat, wanting, nic, tiffie, etc..a lot cuz they continuously gave mi support and hugs..

 

The first full dress rehearsal we had at Kallan was terrible.. to mi I felt it ws terrible.. It made mi lose all my motivation for the concert  and I thot that Niger’s item was gone case. Everything was so hectic cuz it was my first concert that I have ever done.. and it is also the first time I’m doing 6 items all in one evening.. I have never changed clothes so fast in my whole life before.. and it was so hard to dance in heels!! So everything was a new experience to mi and the other dnacers as well.

 

Luckily on the day of the concert, we had a full dress rehearsal in the after noon.. Oh! Before I get to that, I have to say something veri hilarious.. Niger’s item ppl had to come early on Friday before the concert to practise.. and my dad fetched Yiqing from Kallang so she went early with mi to Kallang theatre.. we started niger’s dance on the stage and she climbed down the stage to go sit on the chairs.. and do u noe sumthing.. all the chiars will up except for the first row middle chiar was down.. And yiqing went to sit on it! Den my senior asked her didn’t se find it weird that that chiar was the only one down.. and Yiqing Screamed and scrambled up the stage clinging on to mi!!! hahahaha.. I was laughing like mad.. the second full dress rehearsal we had in the noon was great.. better a lot of times den the rehearsal we had the day before. So it sort of boost my confidence for the concert..

 

The conCert!!

 

Wow.. Everything was so chaotic! Everybody was busy preparing concert thingy.. Everywhere we heard where is my stockings, ns, shorts, hair spray, pins, black eyeshadow.. blah blah blah…… so funny. We still had to squeeze time out to take pictures. And the AVA ppl came in to take our pictures when we were posing for the camera.. Argh.. so ugly.. I really hope they dun play it during assembly.. my make up was so bloody thick. Wanting was so pro at putting make up sia… totally amazed..after that, wanting dragged mi to the back door to pass tickets to her fren.. and her frens came so late!! I was so flustered and nervous by then. My heart was pumping like mad and I dunno why everybody felt like shitting before the performance.. heh heh..must be the butterflies at work in our stomach. Samantha asked mi and yiqing whether we wanted to see the crowd so three of us peeped out from behind the curtain. Wasn’t much ppl yet but seeing the crowd made mi wanna shit even more.. so mi, yiqing and Wanting went to stretch backstage.. but I couldn’t relaly concentrate.. I wsa really really scared manz. Nv had I been so worried in my whole life.. anyway, yiqing totally freaked mi out even more.. she split on the floor downwards and she actually pointed her toes till they touch the ground! Hui and dewi was playin with her feet. Haha.. she can also split and her legs can actually splide all the way to the back without her butt gg up.. my goodness gracious… total alien! Hui and dewi kept telling us not to worry but it was inevitable lah.. then all the alumni and the three of us sat in a circle while hui said prayers.. and then the concert began with S.a.x. It was great.. at least from my view from the wings.. however, I wasn’t really concentrating cuz I was veri nervous. My first item was Crescendo and I had never done it well so far..

 

Crescendo

First ballet item I had ever done in all my 17 years of life. So it was quite a major one for mi. I was really afraid of screwing up the item.. but everything went fine! ( thankfully) There were times I forgotten to smile but I tried to most of the time. Got most of the turns right and got my flips right on time with kel too! Phew….

 

Loads of ppl actually love the ballet item! I was really surprised. Many of my friends came up to tell mi how much they love the ballet item.. Cool! Good job to all who performed in this dance!

 

Breathless ( hero )

 

Wow… Actually this dance is really nice, but the long skirt and sleeves made it very hard to define our actions. Seriously, I think this is the dance that I performed least well. There was one part when I nearly lost my balance but luckily, I carried on as usual.. but I have to admit that this dance was much better then all the practices we had. It is also the hardest piece of dance as the counts were really hard to catch.. But.. we still did it!

 

Ppl actually love the costume! Hahaha.. And they some were telling mi the wushu guy was good while some say he was quite extra. Oh well.. hee..

 

Throw Down ( Usher aka Beyonce dance! )

 

………So sexy……………. Hahahaha!! This is the dance that most ppl loved! ( or should I say guys?) a dance where we had to all act sexy and give a slutty look.. well.. I couldn’t really carry it off but I think on the whole, the actions made the whole dance look very slutty. Lolz.. At the beginning, we had to pose on the chairs while torches were being shone from all directions. And the crowd actually cheered when the torches came on! The effects were so cool.. Zaki is a brilliant master. Heehee. Towards the ending, my hair sticked to my lip due to my gloss and I couldn’t use my hand to remove the hair… Gosh.. it was so uncomfortable but luckily no one noticed except jiaxing.. love this dance! This is the only dance where the J1s alone did it. But the hard part was wearing the heels and dancing in them.. and still we managed to pull it off.

 

Big Noise!

 

Woo hoo! I love this dance!! I’m able to smile happily without any restrain while dancing this dance. Everybody was supposed to dress in clubbing attire but I look like a dumb school girl .. bleh. Guess what I wore.. Black tube and white blouse tied up above my waist and a brown skirt with sneakers! Somemore I tie two ponytails.. duh. Like some cheesy small school girl. Yiqing or Sam told mi I looked like a jap school ger porn star!!! Argh!! But overall it was damn fun and nice! We’re performing this dance on national day in school! Cool~!

 

Niger’s Item

 

I thought it wouldn’t go well. I thought that it was the dance we had the most trouble with and I was so surprised by the number of good comments we had on this dance!! Really! I think a large part we have to thank is wanting, niger, weilian, jie yan, etc.. u guys were great. I could still remember the first day we were all meeting together. I thought – “shit, I don’t even know anybody doing this dance, everybody had their own cliques.. shit shit shit” but every thing is great now. We finished the whole dance and everything!! Yay yay..

 

Finale

 

I love the disco ball!the finale was this retro part.. ok ok, not really retro but everybody had to dress vintagely ( is there such a word? ) it was so cool… and I love the last part when jeremy did a solo dance! The song was so nice! I’m gonna miss all the seniors so so much..the corwd was so Rah rah. YIPPIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ok ok.. I’m mad.. hahahha.. I love this. Can’t wait for rapture concert next year!


Posted at 10:37 pm by StaRfatE
SAy Sumthing.. Please.

Sunday, July 11, 2004
Dance yet again!

Haven had the time to update!! Dance EVERYDAY!! I’m serious. And the earliest we end is 8 plus at night.

 

Just thursday we ended dance at around 9 plus at night. Even though the next day was college day and we got to go school at 11.30am, we had to reach school at 8am to practise.. After college day ended at 3am, we had to go back for dance till 10 pm for dance. Gosh.. so tiring.. I didn’t have the energy to do anything at all. All we do was dance dance and dance.. my gleg muscles were strained and felt so pain even when I did a simple kick. Oh, before I forgot.. College Day was quite fun!! Hee.. Loads of classes set up stalls to sell things and Maylene’s class ( I think ) set up this game stall where two ppl wear sumo-suits and challenge each other. The costume was damn hilarious!! And u know what? Jiaxing actually wore it to challenge with another ger!! And their actions were incredibly funny!!!!!!!!!!! Still got loads of funny stuff.. Jing wore her no degree specs to school and I borrowed it from her to wear for awhile.. it was so cool! But the specs were abit too big for me. Heh heh.. it was quite fun but I had to leave soon after. Think Sok and Bingting were so bored cuz I had to leave.. heehee.. And jiaxing was with maylene most of the time.. Well, I missed hanging out with them. But it is just impossible cuz I have dnace practically every moment.. I will make up for it after Rapture ended. Right now all I wanna do is to put in all my effort into Rapture cuz I just have to endure it for six more days and it will be over. I’m determined to do a good show. Never have I prepared for so many items in such a short period of time. And I will try my best. Jiaxing hasn’t been the same.. that’s what I feel. It seems like she is hanging out with her ODACers most of the time.. Even during our free time. Don’t know lei.. Sometimes I get too irritated when she starts to Suan mi too much.. Maybe its cuz of the pressure of the approaching dance concert and I’m in a pissy mood. Blah.

 

 Well.. ended dance at 10 plus and slept at one plus. Ad to wake up Saturday morning at 5 plus cuz there was service to college in the morningat 7.30am!! I was just so tired. Felt like sleeping and not gg but…… had to come back for a make up so I thought I might as well just get it over and done with. Ended dance close to 9 pm today.. ZZzzzzz.. costumes for Breathless came today! It was quite cool!! Heehee.. Zaki was so happy when he saw us dancing with the costumes. Well, after the whole run of the concert had ended, we gathered together to hear what Zaki had to say. He wasn’t happy cuz items were not yet up to performance standard. That I agree. Cuz even some parts I forgotten my steps. Gotta brush up.. but the worst part was when he told us we had to dance with heels for 2 items. And we had lots of costumes to buy!! There was club wear, vintage wear, denim shorts,leotard………. I have no money!! Kelly, Wanting and Yiqing could see my worriedness cuz of my financial difficulties…. Thanks sweeties for ur consolement and ur advices. I’m damn worried…

 

I’m starting to panic.. The sense of urgency is rising in me. What if we screw up the whole concert? Wouldn’t we let down the 1700 + ppl who have pay to see our concert? And we have yet to practise with all our costumes as well as not looking into the mirror. Cuz when we dance with the mirror in front of us. It is a totally different thingy when there is no mirror. And we haven practise our steps with heels and eveyrthing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Arghhhh!!!!!!!!!!!so many things to do, so little time. I’m so tired!! I badly need some sleep.. ZZZZzzzzzzzzzz…..

 

Going tanning with Wanting tml.. to make our stomach and thighs look slimer! Wahahaha~~ lots of clothes that needs revealment so we had better try to look slim.. heehee..after that there is Niger’s dnace again.Seriously, Both tiffie’s and niger’s dance are coming along nicely.. finale was blocked today and it looks dman cool! Especially the part when Jeremy did a solo dance!! I love the song~ *grinz* I’m so tired though… Zzz… I need my rest.. and I miss my dear boi.. just met him today though.. haha..


==Cool huh! mi wearing Jing's Specs.. too big for mi though! hahahaa==


Posted at 01:20 am by StaRfatE
SAy Sumthing.. Please.

Monday, July 05, 2004
dance!

Haha. Its been a long time since i updated again. Lately i've been slow in updating cuz there just isn't enough time.. and the entries are mainly all gonna be about dance


Saturday (o3.o7.o4)

hoo boy.. i had dance today. it started from morning till noon. zAki ran through all the dance concert items and sad to say.. it wasn't really good. Except for SAX, Malay Dance and the alumni dances. I tink Hero was the worst. U can't believe how terrible it was. We haven even got to 1st quarter of the dance andeverybody had forgotten their moves. in the end, Zaki asked for the next dance and we din even do hero! Niger's item was bad too. only Wanting performed cuz she changed the steps and we had to show Zaki some actions so... Tiff's item wasn't good either. I forgotten most of the steps since we only learnt the steps in the morning. And it was so frustrating. When Kelly taught mi, yiqing and wanting the steps for chorus, i had to keep asking Wanting and Yiqing to teach mi the steps over and over again. Dumb mi just couldn't get those steps. Hope they weren't irritated by mi. I was really quite frustrated over the steps esp the stupid thingy where i had to bring my leg up.. i had that action in the ballet item and Hero. Argh. and i just can't lift my leg up.. everybody else could. And i was totally amazed by the alumni dances!!!! IT was so damn NICE! the gers were all so good in dancing and all so pretty!! i felt so inferior den... didn't know that our seniors were that good in dancing and looks.

Well, after dance, we had Niger's item. Poor Yiqing had to wait for us to eat together.. in the end, nobody wanted to go for dinner except mi and wanting and her. Hahaha. so we went Harbourfront Yoshinoya to eat.. Gossiped alot alot alot!! so fun! i just love to talk so much and bitch about some stuff.. hee.. Later during the evening, i went to meet sOphia as she had just came back from Australia for a break. Had to admit she grew plummer. *oops* but she was still the same old sophia who talked alot. however, i think that she has matured a fair bit.. wasn't so crazy like the past. yupyup. i miss her so much. she is gg back on Wednesday and i have no more time to meet her cuz of dance practices everyday! haiz....

Nat was sad during Dance today.. poor sweetie.. i hope she cheers up..



Sunday (o4.o7.o4 )

i had dance today!! whee.. its a sunday and i still had dance. can u believe it.. hahaha.. practising for Niger's item. not alot of people turned up anyway.. i had breakfast with kh in the morning and accompanied him to yishun before gg for dance. i was still the earliest though. hahaha.. the others came trailing in soon after. dance practice was fun today. yihui and niger were absolutely hilarious. they actually screamed and yelled so loudly when they saw a lizard and they were trying frantically to kill it. the gerss were out there practising the dance steps and  hte twp guys were at the back screaming so loudly and bangin all the cupboards.. and even using the Adidas spray to spray the lizard!!! and finally they locked the lizard in the cupboard. Absolutely HILARIOUS!!!!!!! and alot of funny things happened.. hee.. the whole dance practice was enjoyable . however, at one point there was some trouble with Carmen but wanting and niger settled it. was so tired after dance but it ws still enoyable nevertheless..

==woohoo. .took this pic in the studio==


Monday ( o5.o7.o4 )

Another Dance practice day. WE did hero and the finale opening item. ( sounds contradicting yea?) hee.. Hero wasn't bad but i was quite blur and confused. esp the front part.. where i had to do the leg thingy again! (aRghh!! i just can't push my hip down and bring my knee up!!)  but the back part wasn't bad.. hero was getting to be quite fun actually.. hahaha.. during the parts when i wasn't doing, chatted with nat.. she's such a cutie pie. hahaha. we ordered macs delivery! i didn't get my milo that i paid for! hmmpz. this is just not my day. was dying of thirst.. anyway luckily we had a break and wanting borrowed some money from jackie to buy drinks.. heehee.. Weiliang and jackie were absolutely hilarious during dance. ran through finale and finally we learnt the steps for Saturday nite fever!! i LOVE IT!! ITS SO NICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! okie okie.. maybe i'm getting abit too excited over such a small thing.. hahaha.. but it was damn nice. *hooray* be having Dance tml again.. And my phycis spa is tml.. better sleep early.. heehee.. Sok won money from Euro 2004 betting. so good!! Greece won btw.. not as if i watched a single match.. but just to keep peeps updated.  i'm getting to love my dance mates more and more. heehee..


==mi and wanying1==


==mi and amanda!=


==mi and wanting! she's so pretty!==


==CAterpillar we saw outside studio today! it looks so eeky!! WeiLian took this pic btw.. it looks awful yea? no skills.. hahaha==


 


Posted at 11:03 pm by StaRfatE
SAy Sumthing.. Please.

Friday, July 02, 2004
Screw Up

Alrite! haven been updating for such a long time. Cool.. Blogdrive actually has a new function to put images. Hahaha. This is gonna be short even though i haven written for such a long time. I will probably just bore people reading this to death if i talk about my tests. oh well.. here it goes.... ( pardon mi for the vulgarites here.. For those who can't stand such talking, u can stop reading here)

CoMmon TeSts

Talk about horror and panic and helplessness.. the common tests sucks. ToTally SCREWED UP EVERY PAPER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This is so Damn Sucky. First, there was Chem.. Oh rite,i studied the most for chem and guess wad.. i din finish MCQ questions.. din even have time to shade randomly even. And, i left a ten marks question blank. So many questions i din noe how to do.. i was damn fucked up. then, the maths paper. What not to say about it. the whole paper was just..... Duh. Last page i left all the questions unsolved. No matter how hard i crack my brain, i just couldn't solve them. I'm worried if i can even get a 30% pass in mAths. Only 3 questions i could solve completely out of so many questions. and i'm not even sure whether those 3 questions are correct.. Ok this is fucking shit rite. and the laSt A level paper was Physics. What to say about this paper. Hah. Its totally Screwed piece of shit. there are eight Stuctured questions. Out of all eight, i only did 1 and a half questions. the otheres were either blank or i just stopped after writing a few irrelevant workings. during Physics i just feel like throwing down my pen and walking out of the hall. this is just a waste of time. Staring at pages of questions that i'm totally clueless of doing. I was damn fucked up. After the paper, i acutally heard the guys in my class say the paper wasn't actually that hard. YEah. the guys are all rich. all they need to do is just employ a personal tutor that can teach them from day to nite just a few days before the exam and they get everything. unlike mi who sit in front of the bloody useless textbooks and notes with my idiotic brain that can't seem to absorb any of this shit in.

Regretted coming back to Jc, Regreted listening to my parents and letting them talk mi back here. Regretted so much. Jc is just not for mi. I'm dumb and stupid and slow and unattentive and unmotivated and has a short memory and concentration span.  Whats the bloody use of coming here.I hate this. I dread the results. Damn shit.

Intensive dance training is about to take place. actually it has taken place. After our chi paper today, there was dance practice immediately all the way till 6 plus. Dance tml from 9 to 6 plus.. Sunday there's dance too for Niger's item. Monday is a supposed holiday for us and i have dance from 9 to 6 again. Seriously, after Wanting told mi that she was feeling stressed over the ballet item, i could feel the fear crepping to mi too. i mean the ballet item consists of only 8 dancers . these 8 ppl are actually using the whole of kallang theatre. and out of these 8, only i do not have ballet background at all. If i screw this whole dance up i will feel damn bad. Same goes to the other items. When i first started dancing today, my body was already drained from the nites i went with merely 3-4 hours of sleep. couldn;t remember the steps. didn't really have the energy to do my actions properly too. this is bad. the J1s got together to do some cleaning up of the steps. Have to say that it didn't went well.. probably cuz ............ arghs. not gonna say it here. but Yiqing, Wanying and Jess will get what i'm trying to say. Went for dinner with them after dance and we talked abit about some ppl..

i'm worried about how things will turn out. Worried about how dance is gg to be. there is just so little bonding among us and there are already different cliques within the group..


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Thursday, June 24, 2004
Baking!!

Hoo boy! i just had an enjoyable daY! Maylene And jiaxing came over to my house today to bake.. Hiak hiak~~ Waited for them to come at 10 am but  i waited and waited............... Den jiaxing told mi that she was at Maylene's house cuz her toilet bowl got problem!!! i was like... "whaT the! " hahahaha.. So thye came over finally lugging behind a huge bag Of CHOW!!!!!! Once paCket of Lays potato chips, Two packets of roller Coasters and MAny Many SWeetS!! YUmmy yummy! i thot thAT we were all gonna share the tibits while studying and stuff but later i found out that all of them were bought for mi to eat alone!! ARgh. fATty faTTy mi..

Anyway, Jiaxing brought the mixing bowl for mi to mix my batter.. I thot that the both of them would help mi with the baking things but then, both of them actually went to my room and started studying leaving mi in the kitchen! hmmpz! so i mixed the batter till my fingers wanna have blisters oredi.. argh! at first i keep thinking that the batter looked weird.. Asked Maylene come and see and she said it looks normal. My sis even worse! tell mi that the batter msut be light and fluffy!!! i nearly die laughing~ it is the flour that needs to be light and fluffy not the BAtter!!! so i decided to do abit of testing and put a small small portion into the oven.. When i took it out, it tasted nice! and when i showed it to Maylene, the poor ger was totally speechless cuz she was laughing too much!!! Practically kneeling on the floor laughing~~~~ Sobz.. Laugh at mi.. Cuz u noe why? the small portion of muffin looked damn pathetic in the huge paper "cups" used to hold the muffins. And she just kept laughing and laughing at mi!! so BAD! i mean, its just a trial mar.. dunnit to put alot wad.. But once she tasted abit, her whole face light up! wahahhaa! talk about being a pig. *oops* i didn't say anything. YEAH! so the batter was good! and now for the proper scooping of the batter into each small "cup". Maylene love to do it, so i gave her the job..while Jiaxing was in charge of sprinkling the choc rice . the first two we sprinkled choc rice over the batter. but then we thot that it would be better if we mixed the choc rice together with the batter.. hahaha, so we poured them in. JX was simply so excited over the choc rice.. Go figure. ('-') Hooray! the first batch was out and it tasted damn nice~~~ Yummylicious! the second batch was not as good and needless to say the third batch was a lil' overbaked. hahaha. One more thing! the third batch was damn pathetic cuz there wasn't much batter left.. and JC with her crazy choc rice poured the remaining all into one "cup"!! i nearly fainted.. den she say she will eat that one.. lolz..

After baking, i had to wash up everything!! Argh! den the two piggies went back to studying again.. i studied for a while den suddenly feel a craving for the Indo mee goreng introduced to mi by Him .. hahaha, so i pulled Maylene to go downstairs NTUC and buy with mi. Came home and cooked all 5 packets! hur hur hur... cooked for my sis, Maylene and Jiaxing! So busy sia.. But the end product wsa so yummy. Mmmm.. I love that noodles so much!! i'm still craving for it now actually. Hur hur.. major cleaning up again and this time, Maylene and Jiaxing help to wipe the bowls. thanks Sweeties. Finally i was able to study but u noe wad? i fell asleep in my air con room!! too sleepy oredi... And i asked JX to wake mi up and they actually blast their HP ringtone into my ears! but i din wake up lah. Hahaha.. I'm a pig, can't get me to wake up.

nice day we had.. hee.. though i din get much studying done. must really start to mug. I have not touch phy and math yet.. i'm dead meat now. Chem haven even finish. shit shit shit. DRATZ.

Posted at 02:29 am by StaRfatE
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Wednesday, June 23, 2004
boo

I think I’m getting abit outdated. Always updating my blog after the day have passed.. oh well.. Heh heh, my life ain that exciting after all..

 

SunDAy [2o.o6]

 

My first time stepping into Jurong East library! It was so cool~ Met up with jiaxing and we were early since the library opens at 12pm. When the door was opened, everybody rushed in! gosh.. But mi and JX took our own sweet time to walk slowly to the escalator.. heehee.. found a place at the second floor and started studying there. I have to admit that the environment in JE library is veri good for studying.. We studied a while and I was craving for my yoghurt nata so we went out to buy some food. In the end, din buy the nata but end up eating at the japanese food stall.. The food there is absolutely delicious! Went back with a full stomach and continued our studying.. Just before we left, we walked around the whole JE library. The best floor was the fourth floor which was mainly for teenagers. There was a mini stage for teenagers to present their dances or songs for a certain day and time.. It was so cool!! And the  design of that level was not bad.. There were Cds for people to listen to while reading their books. There were huge sofas and beanbags .. Totally cool.. finally we left the library and went to buy some baking necessities cuz we decided to bake. On the way JX bully mi!! hahaha. Kidding.. Can’t believe how childish we were acting, runing across the field like small kids. Gosh.Finally got the baking stuff and we left for home.. cool~ it is always un being out with JX though I have to endure tons of “suan-ing “ form her.. hahaha.


 

Monday [ 21.o6]

 

My baking dreams were screwed up cuz I had PW! Argh!!!! Went to school for a PW meeting that was less than an hour! Wasted my time! Hmmpz. After the PW meeting, I went to Sok’s home to find her. Lolz.. Din noe that her house bell was spoiled and I stood outside like a dummy ringing her bell for a long time. Finally decided to call her and she opened the dorr for mi.. hur hur… We watched the show of richie yen and cecilia cheung – honesty. The show was hilarious and romantic!!! Love these type of shows!!! Sok’s com was spoiled and she seemed quite pissed.. haha.. hope that ur cousin has brought u a new com now.. After leaving her house I went to Causeway point to meet him.. Niceday..


 

TuesDay [22.o6]

 

Hur hur hur.. morning I went to meet my dear fren Elaine at JP. So long since I met her and we chatted for awhile and walked around for a while.. Being with her makes mi miss those times that we had together during our Sec sch days.. I miss her!! After that, i went to waterpolo match today with JX. Gotta thank the dear ger for accompanying mi.. The match was really nice and it was my frist waterpolo match that I have ever seen! JX is really a clever ger manz.. She can actually spot loads of things which I’m totally clueless at.. Muacks ger! I love ya!

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Sunday, June 20, 2004
Jiaxing

Thursay (17/6 )

 

Went out with jiaxing to study today! Goodie goodie good. Long time since I saw her ever since she went for her LTC camp. Hmmm.. When I was reaching there, she msg mi say she wan mi to help her buy plaster cuz her toe had a big bubble.. (Eeeww…) Finally, we spent the day studying.. But of cuz, she “suan” mi a lot. Maybe cuz she misses me too much, den she miss suan-ing mi too.. Oh well, story of my life. Hahaha.. always kana suan de. * hmmph * I’m used to it anyway.. We chatted for quite some time too and I sang some songs.. hur hur.. the ger treats mi like a radio one sia. I sing one song den she not happy she jus say switch.. den when she happy she say continue.. aiyo lamak, I’m not ur radio ger! Hee.. but u kept singing one song that also go inside my head now.. “red and orange and blah blah blah, Violet and blah blah blah.. sEe the rainbow..” Wakakaka~ so cute! After that, we went to supermarket to buy some sushi! Den we sat outside on he steps to eat and chat.. hmm.. thanks for telling mi about what xue told ya k? she msg mi yest and I got chat with her lah.. I not so bad de.. *grinz* miss ya so much ger.. even though u suan mi a lot and stuff, but its not u if u dun do that.. heh heh.. will be studying with ya tml again! Cool~ Take care and mis ya loads!! Muacks!

 

p.s. This entry like dedicated to you only sia.. hahaha

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